此刻是美国时间下午三点半，我在奥兰多机场等候飞往纽约的飞机，因为行李加上相机超重，我另外交了75美金的费用，然后到纽约后，转乘明早凌晨一点飞机飞香港，然后在转飞上海，纸面数据我应该是明天中午一点降落虹桥，如果不晚点的话。

It’s 3:30 p.m. American time, and I’m waiting for a plane to New York at the Orlando airport. Because the luggage plus the camera is overweight,  I made another $75. After arriving at New York, i will flies to Hong Kong at 1 a.m. tomorrow morning，and then to fly to Shanghai. According to the ticket, i will be Shanghai at 1:00 pm tomorrow, if the plane won’t be late.

我之所以这么折腾，是因为我当时买票的时候买的最便宜的票，可是在美国的十天里我也没少花钱。比如这几天比赛期间，我们的口头禅是：建设请客吃早餐的，全部都赢了！的确也是如此，小苏的柯基，拉布拉多，都赢出BOW，皇后犬舍也在吃我请客的那天赢出。这样看来，我算是个矛盾体，我除了把所有来美国的CKU会员拍了一遍以后，剩下的就是瞎拍拍，全凭兴趣，所有会员用图，我都说先用着吧，随便买一两张意思下就行了。

I’ll do  it because I bought the cheapest ticket, but i still spent a quite money during ten days in America. During these show days, we always say,” to be treated by Jian She for a breakfast, and he will win.” It is a truth.  Roy Su’s  Corgi, Labrador Retriever has won BOW , and ialso treated  Huang Hou Kennel’s participants and he won. So it seems that I’m a paradox. I have taken photos of all CKU members, and then I’m pretty casual, all a matter of interest. All the members using the pictures, I said to use it first, buy whatever you want.

那么我每次去国外到底是为什么呢？

So why do I go abroad every time there is a  show?

我完全没有想卖多少张照片，我依然全天拍摄，每天工作到深夜选片发图，早上天还没亮我就去蹭小苏的车去赛场，如果没有利群和槟榔，我会拿着电脑忽然就这么昏睡过去，然后半小时后醒来继续干活。我避而不想这背后的原因，我只是全凭下意识去做这些事情。

I have no idea how many pictures I want to sell. I just photography all day, pick up nice photos at midnight, and catch a ride  on the early morning to the show site. I will hold my computer and get in deep sound if i don’t have cigarette and betel nut.  But just half an hour later, i continue my work. I do not want to the reason, in other word, I just do it all by myself.

我看到小苏，岳野，皇后犬舍，土豆，小米，王朝犬舍，他们赢了后，我很高兴。

I feel happy when Roy Su, Yue Ye, Huanghou, Mr.Fan Yu, and Dynasty Kennel won.

一些美国青少年指导手的父母，一些国外犬舍，指导手，这次看到我，走过来跟我打招呼感谢我帮他们拍到好看的照片，想购买，我很高兴。

Parents of some junior handlers,  some foreign kennels, handlers come to say hello to me, thank me for wonderful photos and want to buy. I am very glad.

大家坐在一起看看喜欢的犬种，互相请教些问题，我也很高兴。

Everyone sit together and look at the dogs we love,  and discuss. I feel happy too.

当然了这两天很多老外找我买照片美金哗哗的进来，我更高兴。

Of course when many foreign friends come to find me and buy my photos, i am happier.

可是我只是觉得自己喜欢去拍，完全没有为了卖照片而拍，为什么反而不一样了，而且同样是卖这么多钱，我为什么感觉到很高兴？

But I just feel like I  to shoot press the shutter, not  for selling. Why this make me feel different? Why i feel happy?

最近一直在公司跟大家一起玩绝地求生，俗称吃鸡。

Recently, I have always played a game with my team.

把所有人都干掉，就剩自己一个，就能吃鸡了。

That is beating everyone and only me left for the prize.

在此刻看来，在国内。大家多像都在吃鸡啊，。。。把所有人都干掉，只剩自己。

Now, I think, at home, everyone is like playing the game. Get rid of everybody, just yourself.

一个好友跟我说，在美国，输赢，大家虽然心里有意见，但是不会像在国内，你死我活。整个行业，首先是热爱，然后才是利益。

A friend said to me, in America, win or lose, people have opinions in mind. But we are the other side, like a fight. No matter in what industry, the passion is first, and then the profit.

我豁然开朗廖若明镜。

I understand in all sudden.

我就是喜欢犬展的一切。我热爱它，尊敬它，为之奉献，它反馈给我更多回报。

I love dog show. I love it, respect it, and commit to it. And it give me more.

那你们呢？你们是愿意大家一起每个人都付出一点点行动，把中国的犬展改变的越来越好，还是暗地里想干掉其他人，独自占金主，或者是当键盘党，每天只会在群里怨天尤人，苦大仇深呢？

How about you? Would you like to move together and make dog show career in China better? Or you just want to win, becoming the top? Or you just want to be a loser, complaining everything and nothing done?

不强求我们的地毯像他们这么厚，至少你给粘粘牢别摔伤人.

We don’t want our carpet to be as thick as they are. At least you’re stuck in a sticky prison.

没有对比就没有伤害，所以，在此，我就不发一些国内赛场上的照片来互相伤害。我衷心希望，我们整个行业，还是不要吃鸡的好。

No comparison, no hurt. So here I will not show photos in our shows. I I sincerely hope that our whole industry, it is not a game.

另附：犬界网作为FCI,APAC,CKU官方合作媒体，从明年起，我们将对各地赛事进行评点，年终将评选全年赛事最佳主办方。

In addition, as the  cooperative media of FCI,APAC and CKU, from next year, we will evaluate the competitions of all competitions, and will select the best organizer of the year.

同志们说的好：不强求我们的地毯像他们这么厚，至少你给粘粘牢别摔伤人！

谢谢各位。

Thanks!